Adoption Is..

It's amazing how even before we've actually adopted, it has already changed our lives. From the first meeting last September we knew we were in for a long journey. And almost a year later we're still hanging in there! As we've entered into this current phase, the dark abyss of waiting, I find that I can barely make simple decisions without coming back to my future children! 


Hmm should I make cookies today?
Well I don't want a dirty kitchen if we get matched today...


I need to eat breakfast as soon as I wake up.
Wait what if we get matched and I have dirty hair?!


And on and on it goes. I can only imagine how difficult decisions will be when the other half of our family finally arrives. The thing about adoption is it makes you a better crazier, more stressed out person! I wouldn't change it for the world.